A few years of desire I never meant to feel this way In fact, I never should've But this desire to be caressed by you Goes back to when we first pushed away You from me Me from you Turn away is what we've done And I stand here Healing A wound not yet complete Still tears through me I'm almost suffocated by the thought of you Saved by my sigh What a reflex! I could've died and ceased to contemplate you further Contemplate on the very fact That words you've said to me Were spoken into other ears. The heaviness in my heart Doesn't equate to a human connection My anxiety in the absence of hope I see you in my arm as a soul mate Yet all we do is hide But profound misgivings in my heart with regard to time, love, and self-importance makes the difference between angst and anxiety. My emotions are planets away from the ground that I stand on.

She almost fell on her knees Love had overtaken And although she put all her might to forgetting A face she could never forget All she wanted was for God To bring her back or make her stay away forever She'd never felt that...not this emotion And to help her love survive this world She was willing to disappear For her love could not see That all she needed was stillness in her presence And she pictured them in her mind She with a book while her love focused on her work In the same room Occasionally holding hands Briefly stopping everything for a kiss